I know this would be ridiculous, but still okay to share because I don’t mean anything by re-posting my old post to my tumblr here. this is kind of text message that gave me strength. I got it from my best friend, well actually he is one of my exes but I’m not gonna count him as my ex, I prefer called him as my best friend, because there’s no ex-best friend. the text is written in mixed English-Indonesian, and I will translate it so you guys can understand it
"i can’t breath if u give me a big hug,haha
Dont say that, many more u’r friend can be u’r bestfriend but not me,i know that nel..
but the point is u must back to His way,.apologize to Him and u’r momz ..
psen gw cma it,gw tw lw bz brubah,!!gw ykn!!
Nel,lw hrz buat masa dpan lw yg indah dan yg pasti dri hari in,..
lupain smua msa lalu lw yg kelam, jd terang bwt kluarga dan org2 diskeliling lw, ksh mrka ksaksian lw bhwa ud kbukti Tuhan ttp stia biar lw g stia ma Dy,krna hr in,lw ud diMENANGIN oleh Tuhan dan dalam nama Tuhan!!… .
God bless. .,”
"I can’t breath if you give me a big hug. haha,|
Don’t say that, many more your friends can be your best friend, but not me. I know that, Nel.
But the point is you must back to His way, apologize to Him and your Mom.
That’s all I want you to know. I know that you could change, I am sure about it!
Nel, you have to make your future more beautiful than other days.
Forget all your bad memories, and be the light for your family and people around you. Give them professing faith that God always loyal to you despite you’re not as loyal as Him, because today, you’ve won by God’s Grace, in the name of God!!
so, I got this message from him, after I shared my secret to him. actually I had the worst day on that day, I lied to my mom, and I ran away from my God. I was in my lowest point, I was regretting my fools. so I called him and told him everything. I cried that day and he gave me a really best words. He is always be my best friend until the end.
thank you so much. I owe you much for this, but I can’t reply it at all, all i want now is you get your greatest life, and always keep in faith to God, like you said to me.
and you’re one of the angels that He sent to me